Category: Journal Entry
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Opening Your Eyes – March 14
Has my soul been found. Has it found where it belongs? Is that the destiny we want to ignore but simply cannot? You can’t fight this feeling. How can my heart break when I just met you? Is it the idea that you’re stuck and I am here? Is it because I see our time…
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The Power of One Person – March 12
youre one person.. “I just don’t believe there is nothing I can do for them” So what im one person. So was hitter? So was fidel. They made a big impact and I feel I can too. Fight evil with love and support. Give out goodness, help those in need. I am spoiled. I can…
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You are alone. Know it and Use it.
Be alone.be totally alone.You know you feel it.The aching in your heart, feeling you’re the only one who hurts.The frustration you’re not sure how much you can tolerate anymore.I am going through it alone, no matter how hard I kick and scream for attention. NO ONE IS RESCUING ME!!!!! I know its only me. I…
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The Next Day Home – March 9
First morning back home, I feel myself slipping back into the old me. The one who wakes up unsure where or who she is. She wants to escape through social media the first thing in the morning and the one who feels a little unsure she belongs here. I feel my body talking to me…
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Home sweet Home – March 8
What does that even mean? I don’t feel I have a place that is home sweet home. It’s not a location, its a feeling. “I feel that neither of us belong to this time or place.” – mystery man Hey now, don’t dream its over. 🎶 I have to listen to my heart, It speaks!…
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Our Irreversible Time Waits for No One
Have you ever been completely overwhelmed with feelings, your body shuts off from them. It’s the place where denial and acceptance becomes so hard. We can’t even accept the feelings pouring into us like a flood gate opened that cannot be reversed. The fact time never stops, can’t be reversed like the water that’s now…
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Bodies that tell tales
your story. Our bodies are nothing but stories. They’re our own stories. Each scar, scarp and mark tells a story about who you are. No one else has the same scars as you, you are a unique individual! get it. We all are. Love our story. It happened to us but it won’t define us.…
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Outward vs Inward
It is hard. It is hard to sit with the pain, to sit with all the feelings. In a world where we are so easy to distract ourselves from self, we must choose the discomfort. We must be ok with sitting in the shit, feeling all of it. Just as I am writing down these…
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To be or not to be..safe in life
What is safe? Why try to be it? Why not follow your heart? Why be safe? Why stay small? Why not do it? You will encounter others in your life who want the best for you and the best for them. But hey have created and lived in a world being safe, they want to…
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I’ll show you mine if you show me yours
I’ll show you my world, if you show me yours.We are all from very different places, experienced by very different frames of mindWhen we come together, it’s only our feeling of being, that makes us aware of our time. We are no more than a body – of seeing, sensing, breathing, dreaming.But how we’ve never…
S. Olyschlager 