The First Baby Story

  • I am getting left behind? The life of a mom.

    the world keeps changing. I am sick of feeling like I am getting left behind.The life of a mom. I have one job, raise a baby, but why does that…

  • Battling the Mom Blues

    I hope you know that being invited out as a mom is a boost to my soul. Im home most days, and the days repeat almost the same. I feel myself…

  • It’s Just a Baby Story Now

    We’re home. It’s been over a month since we left the hospital and are living life now, as a family of three. It’s interesting how when things are going well,…

  • light is always at the end of the tunnel

    We are making it. Tanner is up on weight. She is eating from a bottle and from me. We are approaching the end of our chapter in Joseph Brant Hospital.…

  • A Mom, a horseback rider; becoming herself

    It is this most surreal feeling to process. its the feeling of looking out on your life thinking “this cant be real. this is too good to be true. This…

  • Ch.9 one step forward, maybe one step back

    I thought I was doing ok, but it comes in waves. We are taking it day by day, but it gets harder to leave. although it becomes more and more…

  • postpartum remedy

    everything that’s been something has been an easy adjustment because I simply don’t care. Things have changed and I flow with them. My body isn’t the same, I allow her…

  • chapter 8 – what goes up, must come down..including my emotions

    The past few days have been a lot. I think the initial adrenaline has come down and the new schedule is catching up to me. Its like now i realize…

  • ch 7 – its the little things

    This journey was given to me, i believe, for a reason. I always like to think that lessons i need to learn will appear and when they do, i am…

  • sometimes the best plan is to just stay present.

    this is a thought as a preterm mom who had no plans, that i made anyways. But the funny thing about plans is – are they every really our own?…