The First Baby Story

  • ch 6

    Having a baby is overwhelming. Going through the preterm baby life is overwhelming. I think no matter which way you cut the cord(had to make a baby joke) motherhood is…

  • 3 am Journal thought about my baby girl in nicu

    the first day i felt insignificant.  i pushed a baby out. and that was it. i only saw her twice, briefly.  Today, the second day i held her on my…

  • Ch 5 The Story of a Pre-Term Little Human and Me

    So how is Tanner doing?! So far the story has been about this little girl who showed her face to the world too soon, but i havent really mentioned how…

  • Chapter 4.5

    I think in this case the ripest fruit will be the sweetest. Having to wait to do all the things, that in an average situation I may have not of…

  • ch 4 The Story of a Pre-Term Little Human and Me

    I look at him and i cry. Not every time, but if i stared into his eyes for 10 second i will swell.. Why? I am not sure.. but i…

  • Ch 3. The Story of a Pre-Term Little Human and Me

    woah, a lot has happened. currently as i write it is day 3 and i feel so much has happened its hard to keep track. From the consultations, to setting…

  • Ch.2 The Story of a Pre-Term Little Human and Me

    Can this really be happening? I thought as i stared straight out the back window of the lovely ambulance. it was a snow storm too, i was thinking man, i…

  • Ch.1 The Story of a Pre-Term Little Human and Me

    Today is day 2. I am home from the hospital with a empty uterus while the hospital has a mini bed, occupying our 30 week old little girl. (ps forwarding,…