Another Year Older
Why do you feel you are allowed on your birthday? You are allowed to feel free, you are allowed to enjoy a little bit more of the small things in life. Like me sitting in this beautiful sunroom as I write this. Some mornings I feel I don’t deserve the things in my life, despite…
For the first time in a while – I am feeling lost. my path, my directions are slowly fading as I slowly stop moving anywhere. Why? How do I create the once clear path infront of me again? Is it because with each step, my target seems to be taking a step farther away as…
It’s Unbearable…the empathy epiphany
A while back I Visited a beautiful yet sad country. I met people and then I returned a few months later to see them again and meet their families. I made connections with the people there and I can never let it go. We talk, I mostly listen. I hear their live, it’s their reality…
Thoughts of the Elvis Movie 2022
You can be fucking ELVIS and still be stuck, still feel lost, feel out of control, and be controlled by anything but yourself. The feeling is relatable on a smaller scale of course of feeling stuck “in a bird cage” as he said it in one of the final scenes. Elvis was successful yet struggled…
How to do anything in life..
How do you write a book – you start writingHow do you start getting in better shape – you workoutHow do you start being healthier – you eat betterHow do you make a change – you start changing your daily habitsHow do you do anything in life – you start doing it
Connecting to Trauma The World Faces — when will we change?
The world as a whole.. All of us, as one. United but divided. Different time zones, different parts of history – all the same but different. When will the change come? Who is compensating them of their trauma? You know, they have gone through incredible heart ache. Families torn apart, hope and dreams killed along…
I looked out my window this morning, which happens to be on the second floor and right beside the bathroom toilet. Its funny, I make sure to never my phone into that bathroom since it offers me the perfect little moment to look out the window and think. I know classy, hopefully im not painting…
Life is a series of tests — Will you allow them to change you?
Life is just a series of tests. Can you keep your composure? Can you stay cool and can you know you are already fully complete without that thing you think you need or the thing you lost? Take this, Jesus was dying on the cross and still didn’t lower himself to the standards of those…
Did you know grinding your teeth is call Bruxism?
(BRUK-siz-um) just to clarify. But, it was many years, ago.. I was sleeping beside my mom in our horse trailer because thats what we do sometimes. One morning she told me the news. “Do you know you grind your teeth when you sleep” she asked me. I said “well no, I had no idea that was…
You still have time but it’s not to be taken for granted.
You still have time. But you really don know how much. We all dont know when the time is up. It could be gone tomorrow; we could be gone tomorrow. So what does this mean? It means to allow the pressure of “we don’t know the future, so do the things now while we can…