it’s up to you — Motivation To Show Up For Yourself
I am the one who need to believe in myself.I am the one who needs to believe I am special.I am the one who needs to see my strengths and weaknesses, honestly.I am the one who needs to eliminate all doubt. I need to know this is who I am.I need to know I am…
I wanted him to be the one for me, It’s clear to see that isn’t going to happen to me. He’s gone. I have to move on. It’s hard to turn my back on the images of you and me and what I wanted it to be. We don’t always get what we want, we…
Liar. a poem
I’m a liar When I looked at you and said I love lying next to you in your bed. I was 80 % sure but I knew in my heart the missing space would be the most forceful in my fate. I had to go, although I never did say, it was you and not…
I knew you would break it. Short Poem
You broke my heart And I let you You told me from the start But I didn’t believe you I wanted you to stay But I had to be the one to go Now we’re thousands of miles away If only I could have stayed But you found someone else And I knew from the…
She’s going to be 29..
She was going to be 29. Oh how time flies from the days when she thought she’d be so much farther ahead than this day. What is wrong with me she’d say; when she’s single, at home and with very little pay. I can’t get out of here, but what out there would make this…
don’t you hear my screams? they sound like anxiety, they sound like clinginess they sound like anger they sound like frustration my cries are for you, to hear me to see me to want it. but you don’t and that’s ok I learnt who needs my cries for love the most it’s me.
can’t turn my back on you
It hurts when you give it your all, but the feeling’s not mutual. It hurts because you care, and it hurts because no matter what, you would still be there, for them, forever in your mind. Even now. From a distance, I will still care.
A whole field for the horses, yet the fence line is where they walk. Why do they know, life is more on the other side? Why, with all the space they have, they know they are confined? The amount of space doesn’t matter, they will find the end and they will pace back and forth,…
Half a pill daily, its for my blood. As it goes too thick and my fingers go numb. The wind activated this thing, my body is warm but the ends scream, they loose life, they lose blood. I wonder why I was born here, where its cold half the year. – cold blooded.
please please please
Let my breath fill me with all the ways I can succeed. Let me breath in, what it is you need from me. I am willing and able but also I feel like a horse that’s locked in it’s stable. Ready to go, eager to run but, is just unable. Please let me breath in…