the first day i felt insignificant. 

i pushed a baby out. and that was it. i only saw her twice, briefly. 

Today, the second day i held her on my body. I made her milk. I felt that my piece was found, it’s only something i can give her – My love, and my body and my soul is what will help my child grow. 

After today my heart feels connected and i dont want to leave her as i know i am the piece that will heal her and grow her. I found my significance. 

can only hope that my pray connects us still.

We are 35 minutes apart, I know you can’t feel my heart but I hope my thoughts and my love I weave into words is felt by you. I hope my comfort I want you to feel is felt through our angels and we can be together in some way, even though we’re far away.

How can the unplanned feel so perfectly planed

That is a question for God